16 June 2009 @ 02:59 am
That little piece of my heart they'll forever hold, for better or for worse.  
Oh, sometimes I get struck with--I miss her so much it hurts. Sometimes.

But ugh, I remember all the drama. Mostly my fault, but still.

And yet, isn't it just magical to meet someone (or not meet, as was fated for us, I guess) who you can talk to for hours and hours every day?

It has been a year since I have talked to my RL best friend and my online best friend. And sometimes, it hurts so fucking much, to not have those two girls in my life. It still sneaks up and breaks my heart sometimes. Sometimes.
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Current Location: Prospect Heights, IL
Current Mood: melancholy
 
 
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bee[info]sirena_lupin on June 18th, 2009 12:11 am (UTC)
I'm sorry :( You deserve a set of kickass friends to support and mingle with your own extraordinarily awesome blend of kickassness.
Nicole: other // katamari damacy[info]823freckles on June 19th, 2009 08:52 am (UTC)
Thank you, bb. I miss you. Are you coming to Chicago anytime this summer? How is you job going?
bee[info]sirena_lupin on June 19th, 2009 09:56 am (UTC)
I'll be there July 3-5, actually!

In spite of myself, I'm actually starting to dig my ridiculous corporate job a little. How's yours?
Nicole[info]823freckles on June 19th, 2009 09:23 pm (UTC)
Are you going to hang with me? :)

It is lame and suckish fail. *sigh*
bee[info]sirena_lupin on June 19th, 2009 11:07 pm (UTC)
At least it's employment?

And yeah, definitely. I'm staying with the mister, but he works from 6pm to 5am, so my nights are looking good for quality time.